Dear Friend,
I love you girl your beautiful, created in God's image. born and destined for God's purpose. you are shining with the Lord's love inside your soul. You sparkle with the grace of the gospel in your voice, Knowing youve been forgivin knowing you don't deserve the love that Christ is. Girl I hope that you know that God is all things. He is the only thing that will meet ur unsatiable needs, hes the consuming fire that takes your breath away and restores your depression. He supplies your needs, and He strips you of the things,that require more attention than you give him. Girl you are blessed to have a friend a savior, a love,r the missing piece of your soul, the inner completion to your heart as your God. You see this God I serve, He is very personal to me. I know He designed me with an everlasting yearning for him. I know that I am sin and without his Holy Spirit calling me to his bosom I would not know him, would not love him, I would not follow him. I know that my posture should be that of a beggard with my face to the ground knowing I dont even deserve to kiss his feet let alone serve as his slave. But beyond all this woe is me stature. God sent his son who is the only one to live perfect, to be killed on my behalf. Grace.... its true depth we may never know..but nonetheless we worship christ for his forgiveness and his obedience to his father which has saved our lives. you see friend I believe that God is alll things no matter what new knowledge man discovers, no one will change the truth; that My God is all and has made all. I know that Christ was sent to proclaim his fathers glory first and save me from "drowning in my own blood" Ezekiel 16:6. You see friend the Lord saved us from this death threatening state that we didnt even know we were in. Its like Jesus pulling us out of the twin towers ( years before it even happens). Dear friend I 'm writing all this to let you know what you believe and who you serve and as much as you may grow, progress, fall and develop just know that Who God is and his place in your heart never changes, you are made to worship forever and forever. This is hard for you, this is painful, this is beautiful, this is depressing, this is hope, this is submission, this is out of your control, this is Gods pride in exchange for letting yours go, this is leavin your fishermen job and following Christ. this is Christ cruxifiction living in your life. this is your calling, your blessing this is Gods honor his Glory. Its all you have and know matter how much you love him and know him and follow him you still desperately need him more. trust that this God you love is the main thing he is the only thing he is all things. this world is too tangible, too literal and self consumed but that spirit of the Lord is where your heart is truly at home. Friend know that God called you to himself and He so sure about it. I just wanted you to know girl. thats your man right there, thats unconditional love, thats everything youve ever wanted or will want but most importantly God said you are his and He is yours Amen
Sincerely A Friend,
